From the day my husband and I married, we wanted a family. We tried to get pregnant on our honeymoon. Exactly one year after we got married, I gave birth to a little boy we named Aidan. He was beautiful, and healthy. I loved staying home with him. But when he was 3 months old, he died.
SIDS they called it. The doctor couldn’t find a reason why a healthy baby would suddenly die in his sleep. I wanted an answer but there was none. My husband went back to work soon after, but I just sit in the rocking chair in his room holding his blankey. I can’t seem to get dressed or out of the house. The pain is too intense, will it ever get better?